Thursday, October 27, 2011

Tender Mercies

Where to begin…

These past two weeks have been incredibly overwhelming.

Overwhelming in a bad way.

Overwhelming in a good way.

Today I feel it necessary to talk about the good way.

I am sure as I continue to blog about Ruby there with be emotions and feelings expressed that will be very painful, however, today I feel too blessed not to share with you some of the tender mercies that have occurred because of my sweet Ruby.

I have never felt so much love and kindness then I have in the past couple months, especially these past two weeks.

I was talking to Jared about it today and there are moments when I feel like I should be acting differently. That I should be locked in my room sobbing.

But I’m not.

Not today.

Today I feel the love of my Ruby so strongly through the service and love that has been shown to us.

Don’t get me wrong, I have my moments of breaking down, but looking around at all the tender mercies gives me the strength to turn this situation into something positive.

Ruby would want it that way.

So today I say thank you.

Thank you to our families for stepping in to help with Luke.

Thank you to the extended families that stepped in to help so immediate family could be here with us.

Thank you for traveling to see Ruby.

Thank you for the beautiful flowers and gifts.

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Thank you for the food, hot meals and freezer meals.

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Thank you for putting our names on the temple prayer roll.

Thank you for sharing with us how Ruby has touched your life.

Thank you for the emails, messages, texts, and phone calls.

Thank you for help with the funeral planning.

Thank you for acting on inspiration.

Most importantly, thank you for the prayers.

We have felt so much peace and comfort and we know it is because of all the prayers.

Our Father in Heaven has carried us through this.

We know there are more hard days ahead, but we know we can get through them.

I will post more specifically about Ruby June’s life in the next couple of days.

You will be able to see all the tender mercies that have surrounded us as I talk more about my experience with losing my sweet daughter.

She has changed my life forever and I will never be the same again.

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  1. UnknownOctober 28, 2011 at 3:37 AM

    Oh Kristen she is looking at you in that picture. It is beautiful.

    Your strength, through your faith, is a amazing. Heavenly Father must be so proud of you. It is His plan and you are trusting in him. You are allowing his love, shown through so many acts of others, to enter your into heart and carry you through such a hard.

    Thank you for sharing this post.

    Our thoughts and love have been with you.

    I love you.

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  2. FordsOctober 28, 2011 at 7:32 AM

    You are amazing and so is Ruby! I can't wait to learn more about her perfect, sweet spirit.

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  3. Holli RaymondOctober 28, 2011 at 8:30 AM

    You and Jared are amazing. I am so grateful that you have the knowledge of the plan of happiness and that the Spirit has been able to direct you. I can't even begin to imagine what you're going through, but I'm impressed with your positive attitude. I'm not sure I could act the same way.

    We're praying for you! Love you!

    Jon & Holli

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  4. Dave and LindsayOctober 28, 2011 at 8:36 AM

    I love that picture and how Ruby is looking at her momma. I know that she loves you so much and is grateful for you! I am continually amazed with how strong both you and Jared continue to be. I am grateful for your testimonies and example. I am so grateful I was able to meet Ruby. She has also changed my life forever. I love you, Jared, Luke, and Ruby and I am proud to be your sister.

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  5. The Wigginton FamilyOctober 28, 2011 at 8:56 AM

    You don't know me, I worked with Jared at Nu Skin a few years ago. I just wanted to tell you that your baby girl is absolutely gorgeous and so are you. Your strength and peace are such an inspiration. I can't wait to learn more about your Ruby June. She already has brought the spirit in our house so strongly, and I know through her stories she will continue to do that. We are praying for you.

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  6. Tate, Jody, Jocelyn, and TylerOctober 28, 2011 at 9:03 AM

    The photo of you and Ruby is definitely a special one. I am grateful for your example and that you have chosen to share your thoughts and feelings with all of us.
    Jody

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  7. THE YOUNG-INSOctober 28, 2011 at 9:43 AM

    What a special little girl and an amazing mommy to be born to. HUGS <3

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  8. The Sumner'sOctober 28, 2011 at 10:04 AM

    Every time I see a new picture of Ruby I think, "this is my favorite one," but this one, yep, this one is the best!

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  9. ShirleyOctober 28, 2011 at 10:14 AM

    Thank you for sharing. I love that picture of her looking at you. She is more beautiful than words can express. She has definitely touched our lives and I try to be better. I love you.

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  10. UnknownOctober 28, 2011 at 10:19 AM

    You are such a strong woman with a beautiful spirit. You and your family have been in my heart and it has blessed me so much to think and pray about such amazing people. Thank you for your strength and optimism. You are amazing, it's not hard to see why you were chosen for someone so perfect.

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  11. HollyOctober 28, 2011 at 10:36 AM

    Kristin you are such an amazing person with such a positive attitude. The other night after Tommy talked to Jared we both just staring at our little boy and the miracle he is. We can't even begin to imagine the pain you are going through right now. These spirits are so special. Ruby chose you and Jared to be her parents. She is so lucky to have you and you are lucky to have her. Just know we are continuing to pray for you and please let us know if there is anything we can do for you. We love you !

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  12. KrystaOctober 28, 2011 at 11:28 AM

    She is beautiful Kristin! Thank you for sharing your sweet words. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

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  13. AnonymousOctober 28, 2011 at 12:20 PM

    That photo of you and Ruby is just beautiful. She truly is a precious daughter of God. You have been such an inspiration to me. You guys have been in our prayers and on our minds daily. We love and admire your strength and courage. Can't wait to hear more about this girl. How wonderful the gospel allows us to be forever!

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  14. MarissaOctober 28, 2011 at 1:42 PM

    Your daughter is beautiful and so are you. Thank you both for being so inspiring.

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  15. Goff FamilyOctober 28, 2011 at 7:09 PM

    Our thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time.

    Love,
    Connie and Morgan Goff

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  16. UnknownOctober 28, 2011 at 8:59 PM

    I just had to tell you what an inspiration you are to me. You have such a perfect attitude and a beautiful understanding of why your sweet Ruby came into this world. Thank you for sharing your families touching and personal experience with all of us. She was such a gorgeous little girl and that picture is so sweet. You are a completely amazing mother and woman. I hope you continue feeling the loving comfort of our Heavenly Father.

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  17. THE GARN FAMILYOctober 28, 2011 at 9:42 PM

    Kristin,
    You and Ruby are so beautiful. Thanks for your amazing spirit and example. I look forward to reading more about your sweet, little girl.

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  18. AleshaOctober 30, 2011 at 2:33 PM

    Hey Kristen, I am Amber Tarrin's friend. I just wanted to let you know I was thinking about you. I lost my baby in July. It is a rough road ahead, but you are so right on with this post. The amount of love and support from others is so amazing!

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