I had a wonderful Mother’s Day weekend.
We went out to breakfast Saturday morning and ate yummy French Toast from Kneaders.
We spent the rest of the day as a family visiting the fire station, going to the farm and visiting Jared’s parents.
The next morning I was spoiled with gifts and breakfast in bed.
I got a gift from each child.
Luke gave me this tile decoration. (Love this gift because it is so true)
Ruby gave me red flowers.
Baby #3 gave me chocolate because he will enjoy it too.
Jared spoiled me with gift cards, one to go out to eat and one for a pregnancy massage.
We attended church where Luke got to go up on the stand with all the primary children and sing to me.
He loved it, but didn’t sing a word.
When he came and sat back down he said, did you hear me sing?
After church we spent time with my family where I received more gifts and we ate a yummy dinner.
I love weekends like this where I get to spend the whole time with my family.
I did feel the emptiness of not having Ruby with us.
It is hard to celebrate being a mother when one of your children isn’t with you.
This morning Luke and I had a serious, but special conversation about Ruby.
I am usually pretty good about not letting my emotions overwhelm me when answering his questions about Ruby, but today the tears fell heavy.
A lot of customers at the pharmacy ask about my pregnancy which lead to other questions. How many kids do you have? Do I have any girls?
It’s a hard to decide how to answer these without making people feel bad that they asked.
I don’t mind talking about Ruby.
I like to, but I also know that most people don’t know how to respond when I tell them.
It’s just hard.
I just miss her.
Last night we went to Color Me Mine for Family Home Evening and let Luke pick out two things to paint.
One for Ruby and one for Baby #3.
He loved it and kept wanting to get more and more things to paint.
This week I am getting ready to leave for my girl’s weekend to San Diego.
I’m so excited and can’t wait to send the weekend at the Resort Spa with one of my favorite people, Jen.
It is much needed for both of us.
Hope you all had a wonderful Mother’s day.
I love that he got you a gift from each child that is awesome. I also love that Luke talks and asks about Ruby. I am sure mother's Day is bittersweet for you. You are a great mom.
ReplyDeleteI feel like sometimes it is totally ok to let the tears fall. I feel like it helps let my kids know that if they feel that way sometimes its ok and normal. I miss Pierce too. It never goes away does it? Not that I want it to, I just want him to be here, that's all. ;) Glad you had a good Mother's Day and hope you have an awesome girls trip!
ReplyDeleteSo jealous you had breakfast at Kneaders. When we lived in Herriman there was almost nothing there, but we had a Kneaders. I loved their "all you can eat" French Toast Saturday deal. Yum! I know what ya mean about people at work asking questions that are tricky to answer. Yeah, you love to talk about your baby (meaning Ruby) 'cause it helps keep 'em close to your mind and heart, but it can be warying (is that a word?) and tough some days. Have fun in San Diego. How's Jen doin' with those twins?!
ReplyDeleteYour Mother's Day weekend sounds wonderful. I think you are a great example of when to talk about our angels. Whenever I run into situations, I think of your post with the lady on the airplane. Some times are definitely easier than others. Hugs! Ruby is so special and beautiful. Luke is such a cutie and I can't wait to see him with his little brother! Have fun in San Diego!!
ReplyDeleteSounds perfect to me! I know. it's hard to know how much people really want to know when you answer that question.
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful weekend. I'm so sorry the missing never goes away and it can be tricky. I hope you have a great gals trip! Luke is just the cutest. Hugs mama!!
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